My whole world had literally been ripped apart from me and crumbled into a million tiny pieces in a matter of seconds.
For days..I felt nothing.
There was just this big gaping hole inside me that couldn't be filled.
I was numb.
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't sit, I couldn't stand, I couldn't talk, I couldn't think.
Nothing I did helped.
Eventually after a couple weeks..the shock wore off.
And I was forced to deal with the fact that my life, my love, my best friend really wasn't coming home to me.
I can't explain that feeling I have, it's the most undescribable horrible gut wrenching terrible pain I've ever felt in my entire life.
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