victoria's angel..

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I’d roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I’d kick it with who I wanted

And I’d never get confronted for it

Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone its broken

So they thinkthat I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she’d be faithful

Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he’s taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake

Think I forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don’t understand (and you don’t understand)

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you’ll wish you were a better man

You don’t listen to her

You don’t care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy…

my BestFriend's bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDI RIZAL ZAABA!!!

LOVE YOU BABE!!!

ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL..!!!

MUAX!!!

teori bilik gelap

ok..pasti semua akan bingung n tertanye2 akan teori ini..hehe..actually, this theory was inspired by maliq, my very best friend..teori ini adalah konsep dalam persahabatan kami yg sudah terjalin lebih 7 tahun...hurmm..kan??hahaaha..

teori ini telah dikeluarkan secara rasmi nye bagi menggambarkan seseorang yg terlampau perasan akan perilaku seserang yg diminati oleh one of us yg konon2 nye menunjukkan minat terhadap dirinye, or bertujuan untuk menarik perhatian nye or maybe to state that "i want u"..euww...x perlu taw statement nie...

teori ini sebenar nye (bak kate kama) menggunakan gaya bahasa yg sgt imagin dengan membayangkan suasana didalam sebuah bilik yang sangat gelap dan tiba2 muncul satu cahaya walaupun sangat rendah kepekatannya..maka, individu yang berada di dalam bilik gelap tersebut akan berasa sangat teruja sehingga mampu menyebabkannya mewujudkan berbagai-bagai tafsiran akan asal-usul, fungsi serta tujuan cahaya tersebut...

teori nie dikeluarkan maliq setelah jemu n muak ngan perilaku kameel yg sentiase menunjukkan minat yg mendalam n always tell stories to maliq bout this one particular person..hehe..oleh itu menurut maliq si empunya statement n teori, "kameel akan sentiase berada dlm bilik gelap"..hahaaha...lawak giler le...actually bukan kameel je yg slalu berbuat statement gedix nie...kami sume pernah memberi kenyataan yg sebigini rupe...n bile diceritakan kepadaa maliq, die pasti akan menjerit sambil tangan die di kepala...haahahaa...sehingga menggegarkan suasana yg hening lagi sunyi di pagi hari or di malam hari...hahaah...

until then..

~xoxo~

Beauty Is So Solitary

Some people dream of chucking it all, walking away and starting a new life as the other gender, comfortably blending into a new somewhat idolized life – a completely fresh start as transgender individuals. But are they accepted by the society? Transsexual is another term for transgender; sometimes used for an individual who has undergone hormonal and surgical correction as they believe they are trapped in the wrong body. These beliefs are promoted by individuals and also by institutions. When there are exceptions to these rules (and there are many), there is often extreme discomfort and confusion in others. The insistence that transgender people accept their biological make-up as more “real” than their own identity is reflected in a refusal to use the appropriate gender pronouns (even when corrected); and in statements like, “you make a convincing woman, I would never have guessed you weren’t one”. In addition to the obvious institutionalized belief in the deviance of transgender people (i.e., transgender identity as a psychiatric disorder), the dehumanizing of transgender people is evident in the freedom that some people feel to question the status of a transgender person’s genitals (what they look like and whether they “work” the way they are supposed to). Even though these people are often ready to take on challenge in order to have a very full, complete life, transsexual people experience varying degrees of acceptance in society. To the Islamic World, this issue had never been officially addressed by the government. Unlike the Islamic countries, transsexual people are gaining acceptance in much of Latin America though the transgendered-related issues remain largely taboo in much of Africa and also in developing countries around the world. In our country Malaysia, nobody knows.

Negativism and discrimination about transsexuals may stem from religious beliefs or cultural norms. Howerver, many cultures around the world and throughout time have not only held a place for them within their societies, a few even reverse them. This is actually caused by they cannot accept people who have a very strong desire to switch their gender from origins in order to establish permanent social roles as members of the gender with which they have identified. So, as the non-transgendered individuals, we should be educated to overcome or to curb this problem by willingly accepting them without any doubts. They should be accepted as they are part of society too and as members, we have to respect their choice and they should not be alienated and discriminated as they are human being too. They have feelings like us therefore, we must approach them to get involved together in numerous activities and be part of their friends. Even the decisions are totally outrageous; we have to accede in order to avert problems in society. So, they have to be exposed to communities to encourage them accept these people undoubtedly.

until then,

i know you love me...

~xoxo~

The Great Attitude

Long ago there lived a man who carried water down a long path from the well to his house. He used two pots one on each shoulder…now the pot he carried on his left shoulder had a crack in it and when he got to the house he would empty the first pot that was brim full and the second pot which was only half full. This went on for months and one day the pot with a crack in it said to the carrier. “I am sorry for being a burden to you and I know that I am only doing half my job.” “Oh no” said the water carrier, “I must indeed thank you…for I knew of your flaw and if you look back along the path that I travel you will see on the left side bright flowers and on the other none. You see when I realized you had a crack I planted seeds along the left side of the path and every day you watered those seeds and today they are beautiful flower…Thank You”

Audience Manners

1. Sit quietly and without fidgeting. Do not talk during the performance/movie.

2. Sit up straight in your chair so the people behind you can see too.

3. Turn off your cell phone, beeper, and alarm watch.

4. Laugh when it is appropriate.

5. Do not heckle. People are not there to be entertained by you.

6. Clap when the presenter/performance/movie is finished whether or not you enjoyed it.

7. Unwrap all candy and open all snack bags before the curtain goes up.

8. Do not leave before the end of the performance/show unless it is an emergency.

9. Don’t leave your wrappers, tissues, pop cup or other garbage behind. Throw it away.

10. Inappropriate outbursts during a show are unwanted. Laugh when you are supposed to laugh and scream when you are supposed to scream. Don’t ruin the experience for other people.